Waves crash as sorrow fills my blood

Waves crash as sorrow fills my blood. Temptations run deep, tears flow down silently, and misunderstood. Change it all; no, I accept my fall. Hearts break when you push it all away. Delusions gather, one by one. Ink blobs covered the foundation. Distortions are constantly changing. When will this horror show end? My soul was fading. My soul was fragmented, broken into pieces. Only God can be a true warrior to help. I'm drowning, but look, here I come again. I'm kicking and screaming; I will not let it get the best of me. I cannot let such sorrow do me in. I'm the best runner; I'll hide and stay here in the quiet days. Balled up, wrapped aside. Why do they think I must put on a lie. Explosions galore. Oh, did I startle you now? It was my fault for not facing my dark side. It was my fault for exposing my real truth. The dark femininity yearning to leave. Get me out of here, Im screaming, “lets ride.” Society has so many rules. The constructs that divide us I didn't even ask to be born into Many say they are one with God Truth be told a fake facade, blame me for mine when they don't own up to their mistakes. Unity seems like a dream to me. Point and and stare, and you call me the enemy. Its warm outside, and Im not going to even lie. This grief I manifested is tearing me up inside.