Unraveled Me

And one at a time, the leaves are started to fall Uncertain to reach a dream that damn! It’s too far Building strength is harder that I ever imagine Still, life is about searching and realization I’m down on my knees again Suffering from the need to be freed I have questions; I have a future to fulfill Like walking in the death of the night Feeling lonely and keep searching for a bright light I feel so broken inside Vulnerable on the outside I’m so desperate to pray But it’s hard to choose which words to say Am I being ungrateful? For being so confused For the path I indistinctly chosen It’s like walking on the wrong side of the road Why am I feeling so lost? I spend all night thinking Lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling Words begin to collide and it strikes my feeling Trying to pass another crowded night, revealing I never thought it would be this deep I never thought that I’m on a verge to give up hope It’s like a black cloud blinding my point of view I can’t think or do anything right Lord, I messed all up I begging you as the ultimate power, the owner of this life The one that can flip my lost mind and ignite my small heart I ask for a guidance to take me away from this uncertainty To reach comfort, to reach confidence