Ugly

Ugly

I look in the mirror and hate what I see, 
An ugly reflection staring at me.
A repulsive body and a miserable soul,
No chance to escape from this deep, dark hole.

I struggle to find words
I struggle to explain 
This pathetic existence
Of misery and pain.

Who do I talk to, and what do I say?
So long I have searched for a sensible way.
It feels like a nightmare that’s lasted for years,
A lifetime of living in hatred and fear.

Trapped and imprisoned in this torturous shell,
Confined and tormented, put under this spell.
There’s only myself to condemn and blame,
For a life of despair and despicable shame.

I dream of a day when I’m happy and free,
To be the woman I aspire to be.
I won’t spend forever living a lie,
The choice is my own, transition or die.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Krutsinger Avatar
October 7, 2018 at 8:04 AM
A wonderful introspective missive with a hopeful ending. Well done!
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace