This Whole Sex Thing

FORGIVE ME THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH THIS WHOLE SEX THING, DON'T KNOW OF THESE ORGIES OR THE BACUS PARTIES, DON'T KNOW OF SOME OTHER WOMAN'S CURVES, OF SOME OTHER SCENT, EITHER STRONG OR WEAK, DON'T KNOW OF THE WETNESS OF SOME OTHER VAGINA, NOT ABOUT TWO MEN IN ME, MORE THAN A SINGLE ***** TOUCHING MY FEELINGS. NO, UNFORTUNATELY I DIDN'T HAVE THESE PLEASURES FROM THE HOOKERS, WHIPS, ECSTASY,THREESOMES, SWING. SORRY, I DON'T KNOW THESE BEDS, WASN'T LUCKY ENOUGHT TO HAVE THAT KIND OF COURAGE. NEVER GOT BEAT UP WITH A BELT, NEVER HUNG ON THE CEILING, NEVER STUFFED ME WITH DRUGS, NEVER SAW UNREALISTIC IMAGES NOR SAID ABUSIVE WORDS WHILE THEY CALLED ME WHORE OR WHILE THEY SPANKED ME IN SEARCH OF A MASOQUIST PLEASURE. POOR ME, NEVER BROKE THE TABOOS CUMMING IN SOMEONE I BARELY KNOW, NEVER TASTED DOZENS OF DIFFERENT NUDES, RAGGED TIMES TEN INSIDE OUT FOR BEING DRENCHED IN DIFFERENT SPERMS, HAVING COUPLES BETWEEN MY LEGS THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE NAMES, WHERE THEY LIVE, WHAT THEY WEAR OR WHAT THEY EAT. NEVER PIERCED ME WITH PINS THEY HAVE NEVER MADE ME A TOY. NEVER TASTED AN ****** WITH PUBLIC WATCHING, NEVER ENDED WITH APPLAUSE, NEVER TRIPPED ON EXHAUSTED MEN LYING ON MY LIVING ROOM RUG, DRUNK FROM ALCOHOL BURNING FROM ALL THEIR HOLES... I HAVE JUST WHISPERED " I LOVE YOU" , ABSORBED ONE MANS JOY, DROVE MY NAILS IN JUST ONE BODY, RIPPED A FEW SHIRTS, ANSWERED TO JUST AN UNIQUE TOUCH. I HAVE ONLY MEMORIZED HIS SIGNALS, HIS SCARS AND I HAVE ONLY KNOWN HIS CARNIVALS, HIS FAULTS, HIS MOANS AND HIS MANY GROANS. WHAT A SHAME THAT I HAVE BEEN A GEISHA FOR ONLY ONE MANS DESIRE AND ONE IRRESISTIBLE "LET ME...". BACK, SIDE, FRONT ABOVE, BELOW, IN BETWEEN I HAVE BEEN WHAT HE WANTED ME TO BE; DAME, PROSTITUTE, ANIMAL, HUMAN LADY, CRETIN, FATAL AND SWEET BUT ALWAYS HIS, NAKED ONLY IN FRONT OF HIM... BUT NOW, WHAT WILL WE DO? I STILL CAN LEARN ABOUT SEX BUT WHO COULD TEACH HIM LOVE? PATRICIA EVANS