The Impossible - Ch, 2 - the Cold Chambers of My Mind

The cold chambers of my mind Lacks happiness and a sense of belonging – I’m feeling soar Under the snow is where you’ll find me For, I’m snowed under by your heartless remarks, giving me the impression that you used to envy me possibly Under the water is where you’ll see my body You can’t save me from drowning, so don’t make me change my mind…I’ll do the impossible and I’ll do the opposite of what you tell me to do – let me go…help me, somebody! I loved you, girl…you were my darling angel My dreams are broken because you abandoned me…carelessly…tactlessly…we used to lack hands like two grand lands in agreement with each other – we’re those lovers embracing each other lovingly and without a care I’m all alone…I’m all alone…without a care… I’m on my own…I’m on my own…everyone starts to stare Can you look the other way someday? Am I that attractive to you all? I’m sorry – I don’t roll that way! You lead me to another lane…you knew where you were driving You knew the course from the start; now, we hit a dead end, still surviving…arriving undone You ran me over heartlessly You knew that I’d meet my fatality You injured me inside and out You hurt me badly without a doubt Condescendingly, you burned away one of my favorite times of my life I did the same thing to you, except I gave you space to regret everything you have done to me – making me victim to your sinister strife No apologies accepted…all will be rejected In the long run, you’ll feel infected… You are gonna be that orphan, all alone without blankets to wrap yourself around in – having no time to commit even one childlike crime You marinate and engorge in your abominable sin…spiraling from deep within you – where have you been? You were my faithful kin once upon a time Let me whisper in your ears About how many times you’ve neglected me – for many years You didn’t even noticed I have wept a thousand tears or more…you never reflected upon me like mirrors Don’t freeze my heart with your malicious, merciless words – its sole purpose is to harm than do any good How did you view love? Like a game? Didn’t you feel this shame without a shameless name? Don’t strike me with your perilous love…stop making me feel pity! Don’t play rough! Play fair and please don’t neglect me… Please don't neglect me once more . . .