Slowly I Fade

As I am slowly fading away My body grows weaker & weaker each day. Injections into my arms then into my other bodily parts. A needle been filled only with poison That's why with this poem my words in am voicing. My life started out all good to begin But along the path of journey I noticed something missing. Was it the love of another or just even a friend Someone whom I could truly rely on in life to depend. Where & when did life change so dramatically When did I on my life become lost along its pathway? Who wad to blame for letting me down Who or another could I lay the blame on & frown. Because I didn't see what I had done wrong Perhaps I'd become blinded when weakness was strong. I couldn't admit to being the failure that today I've become Why am in being punished in more ways most & even more some. I began taking to drinking alcoholic beverages quite Which become more by the days & nights passing in cloyded hazily sight. Then when hos was no longer doing its best in my need it was then i took to substances much greater for my habit to feed. Losing my friends my family tried to warn me in vain The path I had chosen was going to kill me only if I chose in it's habits sustain. But still they stood by me & probably battled harder than me For I could no longer see as soon tarred with the label of a heroine junkie. Only tooting at first until I wanted it's hit to be strengthend more That's when I took to the injecting with needles in my skins every pore. And when I ran out of feeling for only the effects of the drugs Soon I began rattling heavily in pain in this blinded game only for mugs. Friends were no longer & family was now scarce in my life Soon to be all alone in darkness of a bottomless pit in its strife. In deeper and deeper I soon began stealing from shops Then even off the closest of kin until shopped to the cops. Sat in my police cell I soon started to think about what went wrong in life choices sending me to the depths that I sink