Sideline's

Sidelines. I've always wondered as I gotten older why we set on the sideline While some are better than others Loved more.Memories they have to last a lifetime, never showing my true feelings as life countinues.Here comes the sadness of life's time coming to a end. Im lost as its tearing apart inside wondering why what happened why not me an my sister what makes us so different.Yet we stand close enough to hear his breath does he feel me there,Or am I bound to the sideline of life.