Shaddows of Grey

In the shadows of day I can’t see the sun or sapphire skies no more Just black and darkness nothing more My world is spinning with wild thoughts My life is a horror just like a war My life is worthless, completely shattered When boys wink I’m no longer flattered Don’t flick my curls or glimpse a smile I can’t look in the mirror without feeling vile Everyone is whispering or staring at me I’m held captive won’t set me free Let me loose, allow me to go No pain or agony, lord don’t be slow I’ll slit my wrists and bleed to death Take some tablets, even meth I’ll hang myself from a rope above No one will miss me, there’s no one I love Take me lord, take me now I’m no use only a fat cow It’s for the best, it’s what I want I can’t bare it no longer, life’s a **** Take my lord believe me it’s for the best Please my lord it causes me less stress Please my lord, don’t beg to differ After all my life was no pretty picture