Self Acceptance

There's an emptiness inside of me when you're looking at her and not at me. Not good enough i feel like, that's what its always been, always someone better hanging around the bend. Though deep inside i know im something great so why do these guys still dissipate? Beautiful smile,shining eyes,joyous laughter contagious and alive. Soft pale skin,amazing sense of humor,wiser than my years, stronger than my fears. Then a glance at these girls and i have to laugh, im more a woman than they could ever be so why am i sitting here contemplating?