Rage
There is something you should know about me
Something that I've been hiding very well
Believe it or not
I try not to let it out
I've seen this a couple of times
Few times in my past
It makes my eyes grow wide
Wide with fear
It makes me sweat and clammy
I get the shivers
The feeling of fluster
The wave of anxiety
You see this thing
The one thing that I'm hiding
Is very very bad
I have no control
So if you know me
And I'm not myself
Please by all means
Do these simple steps
First of all check my eyes
Are they brown or black?
If they are black
Calmy step behind me
You must be very strong
You must wrap your arms around me
No matter what I say
Don't let go!
I will try to beg
I will squirm like hell
I will cuss and scream
Don't let go
I don't know my strength
But I know I'm stronger then I look
You will see and feel every emotion
Waves of it come through me
If anyone is to cross our paths
Tell them to stay away
Or help if losing your strength
Or just to leave us be
I have a great deal of emotions
Emotions deep within me
Emotions that have never gone
Gone completely free
Very few have seen this
Very few have been through this
Its very scary
Its very dark
When this thing comes
When it comes out of me
I have no control
I cannot see
My eyes turn black
My fist balled tight
You better be brave
Or run with all your might
This scary thing
This thing inside
Comes out of me
When the moments arrives
It waits patiently
Patiently inside
It listens
Listens for those moments
Those key moods
Those key memories
Those key visions
Those trigger keys
When those trigger chime
It awakes
It breaths
It sees
Its Alive!!!
This thing
This thing I hide
Can only come from me
Its my RAGE!
Rage is what haunts me
Rage is what awaits in me
Rage is what controls me
Rage lives within me
So if you happen to see me
And my eyes suddenly turn black
Be strong and help me
Help me beat this
Or if you decide to run
Run till I can't find you
For Rage is watching you
And will remember you
I have not seen Rage
For quite some time
I moved south to keep it locked
Its been locked for sometime now
I hope it stays that way
I really don't want it out
But if it happens to peak
Help me please
Don't run!
Rage is a scary thing
Don't let Rage control you
If I happen to see Rage in you
I will help you through
For I know what its like
I've had it before
Its scary
Its unpredictable
Rage......
Don't lose control
Copyright © Raquel Rezendes | Year Posted 2014
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