Question everything I do
Be it your profile I search for often,
always keeping up when something happens,
mimicking what you say,
if I seem intrusive,
only when I show that I am annoyed,
and going as far as to find excuses,
written in seperate messages.
Then just reply simply with: "kk."
Only if I do the same,
please be aware
that in that moment,
anyone would have responded that way.
But in doing so,
I missed the moments
when you also became more relaxed
One is exposed to stress
and in a situation
where the body, in self protection,
reacts impulsively.
But I need this,
because when people wrote: "Does she always Text you..?"
and you suddenly answered with "No",
but at the same time,
to his remarks about me being a little annoying,
you responded, saracstically,
with "a little".
It made me withdraw.
And then, whenever I returned,
I asked why it didn't feel like before-
because you no longer write,
because you no longer laugh at me,
because you, as a Moderator, must warn me,
justify me,
we tease,
argue,
and reconile.
And that's what I wanted.
And now it happend.
And now I sit here,
with a nervous heart
and tired eyes,
staring at the screen.
Staring,
while my oven catches fire,
my floor is dirty,
while I hope time stretches on.
Copyright © Adna Demiri | Year Posted 2025
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