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I don't know where my head is, I don't even know where I'm heading what's the heading on this letter return to sender another highway to Heaven. Man shouldn't be alone but I don't wanna be selfish I got brothers & sisters dying without the Gospel Lord help me to be selfless I'm feeling so helpless sin haves me feeling captured sin brings death I'm just a product of disaster my actions speak louder than words could ever speak just another sleepless night cold sweats running down my cheek, I feel so confused but I'm focused I'm sick of overdosing on sinful addictions repentance is the prescription and I made a choice to prescribe to the saviour the Holy Lamb of David, the only one who could save me, change me, hang me on that cross is in his place my transgressions I can't erase should I save face, nah, I been saved with grace that's amazing, love unchanging, no matter what woman I encounter it's you Lord God that I'm chasing, so here I am trying to figure out where I go from here, order my steps O Lord draw me near, this is my cry for help knowing I can't help myself, I only want to do your will and make the best out of the cards I been dealt.