Not Good Enough

Never good enough. Life's so rough. Waste away in vain. Wallow in the pain One last breath. Before my death. Still it's you upon my mind. When I think I'm doing fine. You're my crack. Cut me slack. I'm stuck. In a rut. You're always there. You're everywhere. I see you in the sun. I see you in children having fun. I smell you in the air. I feel you when I brush my hair. I can't erase you from my mind. Just as I thought I was doing fine. So, one last breath before I die. I should've known it was all a lie.