My Bamboozle Write

My writing has become bamboozle.
              I keep getting braze. 
	         Not able to put my words in the box. 
		  My thoughts seem to only absorb him. 
			     Hoping and praying, he is okay.
				     Feeling rotten, thinking of him. 
					       Eating our poison! 
						      Suffering so much!
					              I feel the sin, thinking of him. 

But! 

My heart desires him!	
	 I try to hear his voice and hold him in dreams.
		 My only worriment , not letting him know, my feelings.
			 For all he will do, is use and abuse, my heart and soul.

But!

I truly miss him.
                     Worry so much. 
			Praying he is well.
But!

 Sometimes I wish, I can rewind time.	
		 Loving him, was a great feeling.
			 I use to think, that he was the best.
				 I felt special, every moment. 

But! 

Now, my heart continues to stay in the dark
		  Cursing 
			him 
	     		     out!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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St.Cross Avatar
October 27, 2012 at 6:13 PM
* I Agree In Measure With Beautiful Elizabeth Below, Sweet Beautiful Delilah. One Must Rise Above The Jangling Of Love; Grasp These Heart's Which Wear Not Stones; Weep No More For, Fate Does Know. After Viewing Your Priceless Beauty's Heart Once More I Send Kisses In Garlands To Adorn Your Door. Always, With Love, Rachel *
O'Driscoll Avatar
October 27, 2012 at 6:00 PM
You poor thing, I feel for you, take my advice, never give your heart to just one person, love elizabeth
Grisetti Avatar
October 27, 2012 at 5:59 PM
Seems like a lot of mixed feelings here, but definitely full of power.
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