Maybe So

Maybe I'll love you a lot later, Because I am still not over him either. Maybe I am so wrong to feel so drawn, Because I enjoy holding you until dawn. Maybe I'll need you in life later, Because I may lose everything, including my mother and father. Maybe I am so blinded by my rose-lensed illusions, Because I was hoping you'd clarify my confusions. Maybe I'll be with you again, even against these odds, Because I am dreaming of paths presented by gods. Maybe I need you so badly, Because I miss how you sung so harmoniously. Maybe I do want you back, Because I want to be what your life seems to lack. Maybe I adore you for everything you do, When you hold me, speaking soothingly while I am in rue.