Life Eternal

Life Eternal 


Her fingers were speckled like 
brown chickens eggs. 
They felt both hard and soft, 
sticks in tissue paper. 
Her veins were ruptured; rivers 
on a decaying landscape. 

The room was hot and dark 
and smelled of ancient secrets. 
Granny’s smell; I wrinkled my nose. 
She tried to smile through 
her agony, to make me less 
afraid as I fidgeted in the chair. 

“Be a good boy for your mother” 
Her gossamer voice, barely audible 
had reached across time and touched me. 
“She needs you son, look after her” 
I nodded, bewildered by this mystery 
but full of dreadful wonder. 

“Are you dying Nanny?” Sotto voce. 
“Mummy says for me to kiss you” 
“Come then son, kiss me on the cheek” 
I was hesitant and afraid. She lifted my 
child’s hand and gently touched it 
with bloodless yet tender lips. 

“Are you dying Nanny ? I don’t want 
you to die” The tears welled unbidden. 
“No my child. How can I die when 
I live on through you, my beautiful 
Grandson. My life is rich, and eternal.” 
I did not understand and was uncertain. 

Next day brought an empty bed and 
and a world of empty hearts. 
Now a lifetime on, it is I in the room 
waiting for the circle to turn. 
I drift in morphine haze and 
pray my Granddaughter will understand 

I hear the tiny tap on the door and 
try to smile so she is not afraid. 
She enters, thumb in mouth 
and I want to cry for her. I try 
to speak but can only croak. I 
reach out and see that my fingers 
are like brown speckled eggs
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Bangalee Avatar
June 23, 2020 at 5:15 AM
it's touching poem....... penned beautifully.... contentment to read
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