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letter to Eden

My deplorable emotional collapse. Lucky for me, she happened to be in her many hour siestas! My dear sister amelie came over (previously arranged to pick up some rocks that z mama rolled in a pile) and upon opening the front door all internal hell broke loose! Utter torturous sadness tore thru every fiber of my being - hence a logical explanation conclusion per the abdominal distress that thankfully diminished. Aside from helplessness as of crumpling like a heap of cards, an extreme fright gripped me at the thought of yourself and shana returning to ramshackle mishmash. Early today, she many hours sweeping (what her hands formerly hurled from the upstairs bedroom or glass and/or plastic containers blithely tossed on the kitchen floor) with some improvement. Though, i might need to spend later today (Wednesday) gutting the refrigerator and discarding any potential alien life forms. A prediction that a. you and shana will be quite sad leaving the tranquil home of the dunning family and b. stepping back into a place where disorder and entropy feast. Please try to express sentiments per how you feel toward me! Such emotion might well be, but not necessarily limited to (just guessing) -- > anger, grief, hatred, loathing, rage. Despite your impression or reaction toward and/or against me, i do value you more than any precious gem! Matthew can honestly claim that "mother" acts considerably more pleasant to me. She politely greets me with what her "GOOD MORNING MISTER HARRIS"! This message blurted soon after she espies me shuffling to the bathroom tending to that human toy let trees. This and other of her cheery inquiries for attention (talk, contra dance, back rub...) find me practically catatonic at such ordinary desires. Years on end never er or rarely found me to experience this personable facet, yet...SHE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH OCTAVIA LAMB NOR GAYLE BAIR! As (possibly) mentioned in the previous email, i too shared similar antipathy, hostility, offer dollops of voluble vulgarity! At some juncture in the recent past, a strong objection against reacting in that manner (no matter the three musketeers - as referred to by thee senora and chief television watcher), spoke to this papa in crudely fierce, immeasurably lambasting tone. Matter of fact, i emailed Octavia to inform her of the legal documents en-route to her home in gap, pennsylvania and reiterated appreciation for our (albeit unwelcome and long overdo) stay at blank greentree lane. No intent to augment change in the counterpart. We seem to be diverging in any former opinions. Now, (meaning within the recent present) numbness freezes and seems to cease up desire to be alive sometimes i do not care if the grim reaper takes me for an eternal drive aware that you and shana would be well tended in that busy bee hive comprising cheerfulness, delight, happiness, liveliness, joy, kindness mirth, et cetera where amity, comity, energy...does strive among lovely offspring of shari and Andy, both troopers against challenges as if...he married a heavenly wive. Shari and amelie encouraged me to express churning agitation within me which best be conveyed now rather than per your return, where communication will be done as ease a lee. Omg! The hour fast approaches four-ante meridian. Gawd cooks the time away. The task to organize the refrigerator hardly seems like a choice! You may not even notice since, (though the kitchen floor swept) aversion to enter the eatery might deter courage. Your risk to board a plane considerably less than the hazards that lurk in said innocent locale. Take care my dear.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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