I Guess I Wasn'T What You Were Looking For

with teardrops tying a tight knot around my brain, 

i move forward....ignoring the black blood of my emotions 

trying to cope, i revisit the forwardly impatient motion 

as i restart my brisk walk, reality gives me tough love 

although i would like to chance to find out more, 

i guess i wasn't what you were looking for 

  

as i allow it all to be pulled back into my memory bank, 

the insufficiency dehydrates to the demotion of megadeficiency 

a familiar new arrival to the world of misanthropes, i redigest 

relapsing and once again inhaling the bullying dust bunnies, i reinfest 

collapsing and once again falling prey to the carnivorous, merciless foes, i reinvest 

i guess i was not as prepared for what was ACTUALLY in store 

  

a temperamental sunshine burns though me with its punishing, rare rain 

my body shakes from a forced malnutrition, causing me to test the boundaries of sane 

the inevitable happenings begins to seep through My Dream Come True 

in the end, i descend....realizing that i am all that's left....too familiar.... 

like the incomplete sentence of my life....you confirmed my internal predictions.... 

nevertheless, i am thankful for and grateful to you more than you will EVER come to know 

i guess my Spotlight did not shine bright enough to Rekindle the Luminosity of your Show

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013



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