I Guess I Wasn'T What You Were Looking For

with teardrops tying a tight knot around my brain, i move forward....ignoring the black blood of my emotions trying to cope, i revisit the forwardly impatient motion as i restart my brisk walk, reality gives me tough love although i would like to chance to find out more, i guess i wasn't what you were looking for as i allow it all to be pulled back into my memory bank, the insufficiency dehydrates to the demotion of megadeficiency a familiar new arrival to the world of misanthropes, i redigest relapsing and once again inhaling the bullying dust bunnies, i reinfest collapsing and once again falling prey to the carnivorous, merciless foes, i reinvest i guess i was not as prepared for what was ACTUALLY in store a temperamental sunshine burns though me with its punishing, rare rain my body shakes from a forced malnutrition, causing me to test the boundaries of sane the inevitable happenings begins to seep through My Dream Come True in the end, i descend....realizing that i am all that's left....too familiar.... like the incomplete sentence of my life....you confirmed my internal predictions.... nevertheless, i am thankful for and grateful to you more than you will EVER come to know i guess my Spotlight did not shine bright enough to Rekindle the Luminosity of your Show