Healing Projects

I had two big projects from 1970 to 1975, The first, to earn a usually white Bachelor dual-major degree (which sounds at least sexist as a usually black, brown, red, yellow Mistress nondegree) of deep learning about yin/yang, right/left, east/west interconnections cultural communions between persuasive Speech [and non-verbal] Communication and attitude changing Psychology. My second project, like the first, was about coming out of my investigating ***** closet; how to find peace ease resonance within a new, yet resilient, extended family through healthy attitude change about GLBTQ identity and hetero/*****interdependent family persuasions. These two projects, one feeding my left brain academic hunger, the other watering my right mind emotive thirst for healthy communicating win/win relationships of untold infinite harmonic historic resonance for EarthTribe rememory climates, theological inside metaphors for resilient outside ecological communions, healings, regenerations, creolization of interdependent gratitude rather than heterosexual colonization attitude; became One curious and courageous investigative aptitude, Project. This comes to mind as I think about how the religious, theologically driven, sector of my local community is, and is not, prepared to lead us into climate rapture rather than more degenerate business as usual climates of trauma, loss, lose-ego/lose-eco death. Healing competitive win or lose climates, sadly heading toward almost inevitable traumatic loss of living EarthTribe identities and living Earth invites historians to remember "traumatized parts stay frozen in time for a reason, right?" (from Sarah Peyton's "Your Resonant Self" p. 105) AND therapeutically interdependent parts stay fluid across historic climate changes for a reason, left and right?... Whether theologically perceived as secular NotGod nature or ecologically felt as sacred Gaia spiritual webs of interdependently complex emergent EarthMother historically co-present rebirthing wombs, Disconnected religious-theological memories protect business as usual eco-illogical exploitation of sacred Earth, Ecological life continues while local faith community theologies are planning for other rapturous and hellish things Bowing to our own collective trauma of universal sacred interdependence giving way to immersion experiences in disconnecting traumas of fallen fallow win/lose competitive human egocentric nature more powerful than right mind Earth-climate balancing spirits creolizing hetero/*****historical resilience, multi/mono-cultural resonance. So, our early 2020 historical revision project begins with revisiting our diverse faith community local histories. How were these motivated to bring together for healing lives ignored neglected marginalized suppressed enslaved raped inquisitioned and otherwise abused by already established good/bad faith communities? How were established theological communions potentially enriched by their new neighbors? Prepared for healthy win/win creolization climates rather than ever more chaotic trauma of win/lose side-by-side stiff-jawed tolerance of not cooperative gospel-singing divisions between lives co-present on sacred Earth intended for interdependent raptures of healthy-wealth webs and wombs for actively hopeful life? What are the original founders, our local saints of communal faith inheritance, inviting us to reconsider? How to grow theological and ecologically healthy resilience to end traumatized-by-negative-climate degeneration pollution rabidly competitive over-populated and under-inspired merely tolerated secular multiculturalism rather than actively curious poly-culturalistic sacred immersion experiences in locally complex histories reweaving future win/win communal potentialities, left brain resilient climates with right mind theologically resonant local nature/spirit trans-regeneration transubstantiating theo/eco-logical communion for present and future co-inhabiting past health/wealth climates of co-revival, inter-religious thrival.