Broken and Decayed

Like an abandoned egg in the refuse dump, My soul and mind has started to rot. Charcoaled by the heat and lines of your lies and betrayals, Your words pierced my heart with pang, Leaving me to gasp for breath. I'm existing in a world with no air, The silence intolerably irksome, So cold like the night you broke my heart and left, A night of fathomless blackness And despair. Every spasm of my pain whispers your name cautiously, Your love was easy but was not worth it, I feel myself fading as fast as an old song, The drive and passion instantly died inside of me, I can't believe I'm a fool again. The world I have built around you collapsed to dust, A broken segments of all I have lived and going to die for. Dotted with venom now were your lips that used to kiss away my insecurity, The sky is today heavily sprinkled with imprecation, Hurting me from the four corners of existence. I still hear the tone of your cruel and deceitful voice in every seconds of the day, So cancerous and annoying to my eardrums, As I tread faster and slowly into the hellish hole That appears on every path you have created for me, My heart becomes as deep and empty as a horizonless hollow. I wish I could touch and define a true love, But my eyes are dilated with agony, fears and tears, As if I'm destined for oblivion. Now you can imagine living in my state mind without you, With the accelerated beat of my thought. A Stewart Annie Everestus's poem © 2019 For the broken hearted