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Addicktions Must Leave Soon

And show me how to change Hopefully, in Your luvin’ hands Wiser than fools these days Thot u left me for life Thot u plaid victum off ur list Take off your clothes of hate Put on love Put on love Drain away your deceit I’m dirty head to feet I’m a fighter… You’re a hater… I’m delighted… To see you down below me Addicktions put me down in the gutters Addicktions – put them out of their miseries Heartlessness is your middle name Corruption just came It’s all over me It’s all over me Lust busts up laughing in my face Burnt lips stare me down Struggling in the long run Daydreamin’ daily and proud of it Nitedreamin’ nightly and proud of it I ain’t making no fuss As long as u luv me so Why don’t you put the evidence in my face? Can’t speak up…yeah, gossip, haters. Eyes see lies… Truth prevails all Bye to your g’byes… I stand victoriously tall Smoking a joint ain’t gonna hurt me much But, I choose not to smoke Close your eyes Make a change It is time to rearrange Open up Down I go…I plunge down What’s up? Oh…wearing a frown Pausing in abashment Speechless in embarrassment Sinking… Freedom isn’t free Thinking… Isn’t free, babee Cuz I sold my soul to the angels ABUV So, suck my thumb of undefeated, devils Angels will dine Devils will die Angels will dine While devils will die See my world in wanderlust… You are a big must In my life Despite strife I’m artistic as heavens Rise above me, hells It’s 4:40 AM and I’m still up Can’t sleep for **** right now I’m willing to take my bad days with their good Because I’m scared…and unprepared for the best I’m nervouscited to the extreme You ruined my self-esteem You win the wars of “mouthing off” While I sit here, listening… Taking risks above it all I’m numb, yet standing tall But…it’s all water under the bridge Trust turns to dust… You are a Must FREEdom comes and goes Drunk off of the poison of infliction Addicktions made me lose affection Increasing infection immediately I-I-I – fine I need help Riskin’ it – I take a whining wine I do yelp! I’m dripping failures… But, I’m strong at failing Shadows pass on by Can’t stand your sigh Weather changes… Same with your mood swings Can’t forget to forgive you It’s a must… I deserve pain…I do… I do love you… Still nevertheless… I’m just this mess… Healing is near… It will get better, I fear…

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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Date: 5/9/2016 8:44:00 AM
Like a stream of consciousness - so much truth in this piece, J.W! Truth does indeed always prevail, and I love the concept that "freedom isn't free" - which is entirely true of living in a lie. Well expressed as always...
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J.W. Earnings
Date: 5/10/2016 6:38:00 AM
Thank you! Your comment is uplifting my blues these days in California. :) That is true - truth always prevails. Thank you once again!
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