Addicktions Must Leave Soon
And show me how to change
Hopefully, in Your luvin’ hands
Wiser than fools these days
Thot u left me for life
Thot u plaid victum off ur list
Take off your clothes of hate
Put on love
Put on love
Drain away your deceit
I’m dirty head to feet
I’m a fighter…
You’re a hater…
I’m delighted…
To see you down below me
Addicktions put me down in the gutters
Addicktions – put them out of their miseries
Heartlessness is your middle name
Corruption just came
It’s all over me
It’s all over me
Lust busts up laughing in my face
Burnt lips stare me down
Struggling in the long run
Daydreamin’ daily and proud of it
Nitedreamin’ nightly and proud of it
I ain’t making no fuss
As long as u luv me so
Why don’t you put the evidence in my face?
Can’t speak up…yeah, gossip, haters.
Eyes see lies…
Truth prevails all
Bye to your g’byes…
I stand victoriously tall
Smoking a joint ain’t gonna hurt me much
But, I choose not to smoke
Close your eyes
Make a change
It is time to rearrange
Open up
Down I go…I plunge down
What’s up?
Oh…wearing a frown
Pausing in abashment
Speechless in embarrassment
Sinking…
Freedom isn’t free
Thinking…
Isn’t free, babee
Cuz I sold my soul to the angels ABUV
So, suck my thumb of undefeated, devils
Angels will dine
Devils will die
Angels will dine
While devils will die
See my world in wanderlust…
You are a big must
In my life
Despite strife
I’m artistic as heavens
Rise above me, hells
It’s 4:40 AM and I’m still up
Can’t sleep for **** right now
I’m willing to take my bad days with their good
Because I’m scared…and unprepared for the best
I’m nervouscited to the extreme
You ruined my self-esteem
You win the wars of “mouthing off”
While I sit here, listening…
Taking risks above it all
I’m numb, yet standing tall
But…it’s all water under the bridge
Trust turns to dust…
You are a Must
FREEdom comes and goes
Drunk off of the poison of infliction
Addicktions made me lose affection
Increasing infection immediately
I-I-I – fine
I need help
Riskin’ it – I take a whining wine
I do yelp!
I’m dripping failures…
But, I’m strong at failing
Shadows pass on by
Can’t stand your sigh
Weather changes…
Same with your mood swings
Can’t forget to forgive you
It’s a must…
I deserve pain…I do…
I do love you…
Still nevertheless…
I’m just this mess…
Healing is near…
It will get better, I fear…
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2016
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