A Momentary Lapse

...a true story


Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...

standing apart, the other houses still intact 
with painted jalousies and window curtains. 
She must have fallen asleep, the cigarette 
still dangling from her arthritic fingers;
I never saw her without one. 

She told me of her life in Poland during the war, 
but not her suffering, she never spoke of that. 
She smiled wanly as she showed me old photos 
of her family and friends taken on holiday when 
she was younger, long before the ravages of war. 

TV was her constant companion along with 
her nurse and her beloved Pekingese, 
always sitting on her bed. We'd talk for hours. 
She was always interested in my schoolwork, 
and why didn't I have a girlfriend? 

Now she lay in hospital small and silent; 
there was nothing I could do but hope and pray. 
When they drew the sheet up over her I felt an 
emptiness, but no tears came. Fourteen years old, 
my first death up close. When I got home to mum 
and dad, only then in their comforting embrace 
did I sob my heart out.

Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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July 8, 2011 at 10:42 AM
I enjoyed reading your amazing poetry today Keith. I hope you have a wonderful weekend filled with good health, love, laughter, and loads of inspiration. Love, Carol
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June 22, 2010 at 10:18 AM
Still a favorite poem Keith. Love, Carol
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August 4, 2009 at 11:19 AM
I am reading my favorite poems today and just wanted to let you know this is still a favorite to me Keith. Love, Carol
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January 20, 2009 at 6:22 PM
What a heartwrentching but so beautifully written story, Keith. Very moving. A story not to be forgotten. Love and hugs, Robin
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