How long, How long!!!!!!

Inside the four walls is my agony surpasses the night The day is replaced with work, and time slides by Animals seemed privileged and were cared for bright Why not I am cared but cut half throat left to die How long is the test that has no end squeezes my rest? Oh, when will my eyes smile and heart breathe delight Who will let me live my life again and wipe the cry I am killed by the one who’s supposed to stand by Where can I go? Who will heal me and ease my pain My God, you know all before, but let them walk by How long is the test that has no end, that squeezes my rest? Am I not your choice, and aren’t your love Oh, my heavenly Father, speak that I may hear I have no answer for my lost dears How long is the test that has no end, has no end? Still, my heart does not understand It is so painful to see mine with someone HE spat on my face and banged me on the wall Builds his family and does not even think of me once How long is the test that has no end, has no end? I have nothing in life except the memories of rejection These dig a grave but do not bury me I am half dead and alive with broken arms and legs Physically alive but insane, living in a fantasy world I am losing all my faith, lord, come and restore How long is the test that has no end, has no end?