How long, How long!!!!!!

Inside the four walls is my agony surpasses the night
The day is replaced with work, and time slides by
Animals seemed privileged and were cared for bright
Why not I am cared but cut half throat left to die

How long is the test that has no end squeezes my rest?
Oh, when will my eyes smile and heart breathe delight
Who will let me live my life again and wipe the cry
I am killed by the one who’s supposed to stand by
Where can I go? Who will heal me and ease my pain
My God, you know all before, but let them walk by

How long is the test that has no end, that squeezes my rest?
Am I not your choice, and aren’t your love
Oh, my heavenly Father, speak that I may hear
I have no answer for my lost dears

How long is the test that has no end, has no end?
Still, my heart does not understand
It is so painful to see mine with someone
HE spat on my face and banged me on the wall
Builds his family and does not even think of me once

How long is the test that has no end, has no end?
I have nothing in life except the memories of rejection
These dig a grave but do not bury me
I am half dead and alive with broken arms and legs
Physically alive but insane, living in a fantasy world
I am losing all my faith, lord, come and restore
How long is the test that has no end, has no end?

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Date: 8/11/2025 9:25:00 PM
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