Venting
Everybody's ready to ride the wave but he never really ready to ride his fade they said enough to thinking everything is good copesthetic but then you realize most of your life be hectic and it's a shame because it's not like there is a clergyman for me to go ahead and confess this but I know the good Lord is working on me through all of these blessings that I get and I'll be stressing that's how I know that I keep part of myself in his reflection because even when it goes up it goes down and it's so much with it I really understand it now a matter of fact change that word back from under to overstand cuz I ain't under nothing unless it's under God's plan and I realize how hard it is in the days of being a man with women that don't seem to show gratefulness that hand and need to sit up there and talk to their friends about all the BS that's coming out of the stress or for their chest when it's really not and then they head but yet you look for support what's next nothing so as I sit here with these rambles that I spit trying to get my mind out of the gutter to stop being a derelict from trying to put it back to the position and wish I know that I wasn't before at least that I wish in order to begin this journey of sin that life already got me in and I ain't trying to sit up there forfeit I'm just trying to win I'm just trying to do things off of whims trying to do it and make it until I can finally make it ends meat that is just messed up when you going through life and you get very little appreciation for all the blood you spilled time you spent fools you missed and everything else in under the Sun and even under the moon that nobody ever recognized I guess people really do love true lies in front of the eyes they really love the puppeteer instead of who's behind they really love to flaming glitter instead of how to make it especially when it's time to grind but that's not me no more I can seek the feet I give up trying to please him trying to get myself on a full plates so I can eat I'm tired of being humble tired of being me kind of subjecting myself to people that only got negative out of their mouth whenever it opened up in speech tired of being the one on the field just touching but everybody blame you for the boy that's fumbling and you ain't even starting the damn game with you just get in but it's all right that's how the story always begins bunch of turmoil tragedy just to set the plot but guess what Eddie Kane always come out on top.....peace
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