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Candide Diderot Poem
Have you ever pondered
shadows are made of
softness, they are not
hard surfaced like
those of us existing
outside of the white noise
unable to grasp -
the invisible,
that speak meaning to us,
whispering their sagacious platitudes,
we see them briefly, then,
they disappear into the cracks
in the walls of us,
we are blind -
to the shadows that stand
and walk beside us,
they make us jump,
so we avoid looking
too closely,
at those penumbras
we shut our windows,
we roll down the venetians,
those masks we wear daily -
no one is an open book,
we are the bookmarks,
in our own recycling stories,
dog-eared each chapter -
returning occasionally
to understand what
long sentences mean
in the shorter less than
poetic moments
of our purpose
intelligence scattered -
running from the hell hounds
those shadows we never
successfully collar and lead,
they find us eventually
and lick at our feet,
praying for us to take them in,
to love them, to tame them,
but they are wild things, living,
all in their own dimensions;
the shadows that walk beside us,
the ones we hardly ever notice,
feed those baying Baskervilles light
to satiate, and to calm them,
we try to love them,
those hell hounds -
eventually they possess us,
for a while, their hunger strays
to other things
we ride the wild
like we are them,
they eventually turn on us
and take us by the throat, then,
we, unable to speak, resort
to writing poetry
they rip our hearts out
greedily, the blood leaves
a trail - and we look,
for the shadows again,
to bring us light, still,
something of the hounds remain
you can see it
in the eyes,
something wild
romping in the mind,
pulsing bright light
like a neon sign
advising,
"avoid at all costs,
The Uncontained"
avoiding at all costs,
for it is far far too expensive
to entertain the loss of time
in such darkness,
the ripening fear in others
steers them mercilessly,
they turn their backs
and walk away,
from all
that singular madness,
"no! never that!", they think,
that is never them;
that one, singing
beautiful unlearn’ed tunes
to mirrors in the darkness,
dances with ghosts
who remember
the brush strokes of a life,
listening to other channels -
who gift
strange meaning
embedded automatically
between the magik
refrains of music
of the forgotten
the phantom heartbeat -
that one
is with the Baskervilles
running wild and free
barking with shadows
loving the luscious life licking
the uncontained within
Candide Diderot. ‘24
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Candide Diderot Poem
Existentially you think
you know me
having eaten a slice
of my mind
delicious you think
the bubbling froth
of this poetry
peppered with sprinkles
of rising undertones
the sugar depth charged
unstirred, yet
touch the lip of my cup
you’d feel the burn
the tongue means to speak
unhoneyed
the kiss stings
the pain
swollen
and
sweet
Candide Diderot. '24
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Candide Diderot Poem
“The Unknown”
Something beautiful in the ugly of it all
raised its hand in the classroom
and asked,
is that all?
The Reader considered it all.
Silently.
Perhaps there is Life
on Mars after all.
Safely removed from the
pages of this world.
Who in their right mind
would query
The Unknown?
give proper and correct
answers to it all -
The Unknown.
Candide Diderot. ‘24
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Candide Diderot Poem
"Major Love"
My dear Major Love,
are You following me yet?
all the sunrising storms read?
soliloquys too many to mention
my very brave Major Love
You’ll find me yet
tomorrow
is never too late
in this dreamscape
it won’t be the Love
that everyone suspects
it commenced inside and yet
You made it out two weeks late
are You following me yet?
Footprints left
oh so very left, yet You
are right, so very very right
it's all very
black and white
messy and neat
romance of a lifetime
my brave Major Love
yet, somehow I know You
this You know alone,
You feel incomplete
dear Major Love
You’ll find me yet
lost in the crowd of
any leftfield audience
their better minds in hand
do not fit this catcher’s mit
that is a fact, You can be certain
of that, my brave Major Love
but You, my dear Major Love
1st base, 2nd, and 3rd
always watched, as if an eyeball
in the sky hovers over You
holds You
fast and intent
watching for all
the home runs you have spent
I am not in the bleechers
I am fixed on You focused eyed
the winning ball pitching Life
It is only for You
in dreams
I will always meet You
are You ready?
it is all for You
stoic Major Love
one two three owl
one two three owl
eyes wide open You now
strike matched and outrun
winning the race, yet
sometimes we lose, Major Love
but We losers
get back up again
there is no giving up
there is never no giving up
all the way home
my brave Major Love
the game already won
the field wide open before You
You'll fall again, this much is true,
but We get back up again
there is never no giving up
my much loved Major Love
the whole field before You
my gloriously embarrassed
heart read Major Love
face flushed, You are
always Loved
my best Major Love
We dance
We love
We fall
We get back up again
always for Love
it is always for Love
courage, my much loved
only Major Love
Candide Diderot. ‘24
lux gvlm lux
"There's no eye in the sky
Just our love
No unobstructed view
No perfect truths
Just our love, just our love
And there's no verse
No monument of words
For our love
For they can't hold
All I know
About my love, about my love..."
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Candide Diderot Poem
When your heart
corresponds
with your mind,
then, give it a shot,
you write
back to me
what expressions
you so badly
need
to bleed;
the characterisation
of letters
are alphabet soup
to me, child's play,
peeling tattoos
like bells ringing
over a tongue
not speaking,
I swallow words
hungrily
then I spit them out,
bullets that pierce
a page,
bulls eyes
staring back
through the black holes,
the other silent horns,
all silently complicit
small missions
of truth
cornucopias,
wearing through
the thin fabric
of ludicrous
fantasy
feathers that fall
from soft pillows
quaking against
levees breaking
the barriers hitting marks
the sands of time broken,
river banks splitting,
the bodies drowned
and sucked up
like works of art
in a hyped up
Hieronymus Bosch,
if you are in deep
you can make sense
of it all,
you know you're in it,
that picture, way, way
up to your eyeballs
brushing against
all the others, removed,
flotsam and jetsam
in the wash, sensing
the path they all took,
but the mystery
of never quite knowing,
like a smell, pervades
charcoal tears
melt all the ways
a heart can be kicked
down and gutted
witnessed through
gilt edged windows
full and jaded
to a gate opening,
the sound cracking
like a mouth
terraforming
dustied and green
the shaman soul
found underneath
it all, humourously
rustling sage over
the external,
a serious novice
for burning
small
exorcisms
smoking out
renegades, those
stubborn seeds planted
in long spent sentences,
those true romantics,
the forgotten ill-bred,
well-tilled, rebel poets
small
exorcisms
for burning
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violins.
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Candide Diderot Poem
You could look for me forever
in the well of words that
float or drown in your mind
and I’d be forever
your reflection
lapping at your fingers
inky love rippling,
teasing and intangible,
just a little out of reach,
like a fountain,
the sweet condition
slow burn,
bubbling up,
you feeling
the familiar,
you’re about
ready to spill,
mind wet,
you take a sip
from the cup
Candide Diderot. ‘24
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Candide Diderot Poem
"That Place"
In that place where you were abandoned,
that place, they never thought, you’d come back from,
in that place where it is believed nothing grows
in the long night’s tortured darkness, deep down, well,
a spark lit something quite quiet, far removed and forgotten,
and now it grows rapidly, coiling inside,
snaking sharp-edged like mother’s tongue root
it transmits something alive, something like love,
its veins drawing back in again a loquacious life,
the moisture from tears, a necessary nourishment
from the lake of disbelief, betrayal, trauma and grief,
a bless'ed blooming in disguise,
the succulent luscious life those all important tears gift;
what spreads from the darkness and its erratic reach,
calling into it all embers of ethereal light? Now ultra-lit,
some revolutionary reincarnation arrives back from the dead,
it soaks the unseen light up greedily, for it is extraordinarily hungry,
to taste if but just a drop of sunshine in the glory of forever and ever,
this is what it dreams when it sleeps;
after the amen, hibernation,
it grows and it spreads robust, rigorous (not necessarily), yet,
like a beautiful irregular disease, there is no turning back
once the light kisses it and it has a taste for life,
it goes looking for some kinder heaven;
yes, this is accurate, I do believe -
from nothing something blooms
from nothing, the arrival, awake,
life lessons learned,
what is poor, and what is rich,
what is true and untrue
Candide Diderot. '24
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Candide Diderot Poem
"All Hail"
Within the sky of blue,
embedded liked jewels
the many hidden colours,
the truest hues
arrive in storms,
where all the hail
like eyes falling
from the vaults
of heaven
melt bad dreams,
and the better,
lost in cloudy vision,
are drawn back in
and up again -
all hail
the Inclement,
and their
cloudy whethers
Candide Diderot. ‘24
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Candide Diderot Poem
"Somewhere Safe Little Ghost, in your Mirrors"
You asked me,
what happens when we go -
then what next?
I replied to you,
“God, only knows, little ghost”.
You asked me,
“When you visit, after you go -
how will I know you’re there?’
I replied to you,
“Look for me
in your mirrors,
the windows to inside
never lie, little ghost.”
You asked me, then,
“What if I’m scared?
Will you visit me then?”
I replied,
“You won’t be scared.
You’ll be looking for me in everything,
you’ll know me inside out, by then.
I'll always be with you, I'll always be there."
Candide Diderot. ‘24
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Candide Diderot Poem
"Cocoon"
They say...
a New World
traces over the old,
leaving the unaware,
erased, far behind
the old unaware,
left far behind,
crawls the walls
in its web of lies
spinning suspect
strings of silk
in the air
glistening diamond nets
slick and sticky with the sense
of capturing a life
drowning in teardrops
that camouflage the trap it set,
feeling little of nothing
harbouring in its well
tended lack of empathy,
its tricks of confidence,
walking the mucky
sterile floors of Freedom
shining a smile that hides
a crime far beyond incarceration -
another terrible premeditated theft,
there they walk, that paragon,
cruising, no less, with the
cargo they’ve thieved
from that which is remissed,
they talk the talk
and walk the walk,
and they live and breathe,
brokering shallow promises
and stealing dreams
of the sleeping Other's
blueprints
of a rich inner world,
a beautiful life, the architecture
within that which sleeps, quite complex;
while The Cocooned sleep,
exhausted, they find it
succours them that pleasurable
avoidance, it is an isolated habit,
a symptom brought about
by breathing in the constant untruths
of dodgy Freedom salesmen
The Cocooned,
close their eyes
returning to that safe
dark far away removed place,
it is warm and comfortable,
and there The Cocooned
find themselves at peace,
and The Cocooned sleep
and they sleep,
closing out the noise
of the denials
of the paroledphiles
and their cloistered
devil's advocates;
it would seem,
for many seasons
The Cocooned has
contracted this sleeping
disease, lost in the
ghostly cathedrals and
spooky vestal halls of poetry
forging friendships
with other
phantom beings
who partake in the art
of seeking answers
through the writing
of witchery,
casting their spells
of grisled beauty,
romance gone amuck
the love for lost children,
wars, their vengeful birthright,
blue skies, daffodils, sunshine,
holy ghosts, broken bread
and wine, chalices of blood,
the letdown of milk and
hellelujah honey –
far far away cocooned
in the far removed place
of Love and bitter endings
they dream
of new beginnings,
they turn as they sleep,
hibernating on the chance of victory
in deep dreams to be achieved,
erased, left far behind;
They say a new world
traces over the old
leaving the old unaware
erased, far behind
yet in the highest corner
of the room, there is a cocoon
hidden, unthreatening,
it’s been just hanging there
for years and years,
sometimes you can
even imagine you can
see it move
inside
the web of lies
wrapped around the treasure
at the core of the cocoon,
witness the thing
still beating
loud and clear,
Love
is still fed constantly
to that thing
with the scarlet fat of Truth,
it is blood coloured vermillion
and pumping Pimpernel
it feeds on the grit of
strange hymns and poésie
and unaware,
it sleeps and it dreams,
that it is glory bound,
cocooned like a mummy
in vast decades of spider webs,
it waits and it waits
and it waits, and waits
the hidden blows by demons repeat
the bludgeon in a bad dream, like insanity
the dare of the thing inside
inconceivably upstartful, continues to fan
the miniscule embers of hope
holding still a little light
to firestart better larger things
the patience of it
is hard earned,
and commendable,
it is like a little death bit by bit,
inconseqential, to observers
the thing inside burns truth-full
and it becomes exalted, well lit
the observers are oblivious
to the Light of real things,
the smaller life of the better,
that remains living inside
the living shell of itself,
like a soul - it carries those
it meets in their dreams -
it carries them along
for the grand ride,
they have a purpose,
they have a role
there its past is exchanged
for better currency,
the myths and legends
embedded in dark woods
the lost lovers of strange ghosts
of former beings monked,
all meet The Cocooned there,
dressed in scrolls of hidden shining,
gems like Re’ems of poetry,
these odd
elfen beings and spectrals
walk The Cocooned to streams,
where they are dunked
and baptised forthwith – by
overzealous do-gooding priests,
they are then intolerably carried away
on the backs of brookish books
to become Calypso creatures
swimming a Life in deep deep oceans -
meanwhile, back to reality,
buffeted
in its cocoon
by slights and the tawdry
breezes of misfortune
The Cocooned rolls over
and creates ...
a new world, for,
it is still growing
after all
the heart of it
pierces through
the “T”hird eye,
(capital T for Trouble),
situated firmly open
above a sharp mind
and a recalcitrant
spine of steel
sticks and stones
opens further the mind
of the sleep cursed Cocooned, and
like a scarab inside,
the idle heart -
to assuage its hunger -
feeds the smaller bugs to its mind,
nutritious
little morsels, like
the trust, to believe
in birthing
something unseen,
something entirely new
and gloriously revolutionary;
the mind listens to
the heart’s ideas, and
for once...it doesn’t think -
it remains still and cloistered,
and like all things
fed “Love”,
the mind is now opening,
it begins to feel
the mind feels something
new and exciting in higher realms
warmed by a strange Light
that penetrates The Cocooned
from the heart inside out,
and the sadness rises
on the divine notes
of dulcimer music and poetry
what is fed Love,
is never left behind
with the old unaware
erased, walking far away
hand-in-hand with the dead
far below;
They say a new world
traces over the old
leaving the unaware,
erased, far behind
Candide Diderot. ‘24
Re’em.
Kali.
"Tarantula"/This Mortal Coil (Lyrics).
"Kubla Khan"/Samuel Taylor Coleridge, excerpt.
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