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The relationships I deserve
Inspired by Healing of Childhood Wounds. Don't mistake Connection or Familiarity with Love or a Relationship. Just because we have experienced Chaos and Heartbreak as "Normal", doesn't mean it's Good. Love shouldn't give you Stress, Anxiety, Pain, Emotional Upheaval or Confusion. Love should feel like Calm, Peace, Happiness, Joy, Safety, and Home.
The relationships I deserve
By Michelle Morris
30/06/2025
I reached out to you
Your Chaos felt like Home
Memories of my Childhood
The Pain I'd always Known
Reaching in the Darkness
That Box of Blight and Trauma
My Soul saw it in your Soul
The Memories that haunt us
Your dismissal of my Feelings
Your rudeness and obfuscation
Your outright lies and Darkness
Your gaslighting and impatience
Your control and dogmatic ways
Your refusal to be accountable
Your unacceptance of responsibility
Your unstable moods and doubting
My Kindness taken for granted
My Love and Light being shamed
My Beautiful Heart left broken
My Mind and Soul seeking Space
The Space and Time I needed
To get away and get a grip
Introspection and Soul Healing
It was an unpleasant kind of trip
Because all the Darkness you showed me
Reminded me that I needed to cut ties
Create stronger Boundaries
Walk away from Hurt and Lies
Every Lesson that you gave me
Brought me Home to my True Essence
I am Powerful and Mighty
I don't need your kind of Presence
The relationships I deserve
Are where we Love and Care and Trust
There's Respect and Support and Cherishing
There's Acceptance when it's Tough
There's Cheering each other on
And Cheering each other up
Holding hands and taking Leaps of Faith
There's nothing but Goodness and Love
For True relationships are Real
They are the Light in the Darkness
They share Hopes and Dreams and Fun
They share Experience as Artforms
So, I took what I had learned
I walked away with my head held high
I retained my Grace and Dignity
But left feelings of Love and Light for you to try
I don't regret those Moments
The Lessons and the Pain
But I know that I don't need them anymore
My Childhood Trauma and Wounds are bound in Chains
They've been tossed into the Light
They've been burned and they are done
No more people like you allowed
All Transmuted and Healed in Love
No more hidden boxes in my Soul
I am Glowing and I am Free
I leave you in Love and Light
And embrace my future as a Queen
© Michelle Morris, 2025
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Michelle Morris
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