"yeah Right."

I don't know what to say, not really sure what to do. All the things I wanted to convey to you somehow just got wasted, thrown away. I rehearsed what I wanted to tell you, tried to play the scenario in my head, And I can hear myself talking, but it sounds like I'm bitchin' again. When all I really wanted was you back, but I'll never, ever tell you that. I guess, what I really want is for you to beg me back. Like you always did before. Just so I can tell you again that, I don't want this anymore. Seems like that would be the only thing that would make me feel better, to feel like I'm hurting you again somehow. Think of it as some type of payback even though I swear I'm much better now. Now who was it that said, maybe after all this we can still be friends? ..... "Yeah right."