These Clouds, Surrounding My Space

As these clouds keep surrounding, my space I keep walking Until, I've fallen to deep Hoping and praying I have a reachable hand A ladder, some way up I wish drum-fires, thunder-cracks and twisters Would leave me alone I wish my roses Had no thorns, as they leave me bleeding In so many places I try to rinse off Deep, deep in the ocean Rinsing all these scars I keep collecting, day by day As, I lift up a voice and caterwaul Take away my fever Stop letting me, tumble Stop receiving my blood Each and every way I fight Causing me to lose, my field of vision Deep in these clouds These clouds, surrounding my space My only space