So It'D Be!

What's wrong with me? I could only feel it. but nothing i could foresee. it is none but a misfit. Tell me, why do i feel this way?? I could only wish this feeling i could lay, But only to my terrible dismay, it won't just go away. What is this that i am feeling? What is this so alien to me? Is it a gift from God All Knowing? Or is it a feeling determining my destiny? Is this feeling a test of my righteousness? Or it merely a warning sent to me? What ever which it might be, my fate is held strongly by only Thee. I could only wish to be granted a light, So i may see upon the path i am set. I could only wish for a star so bright, So i may lead my life with no regrets. It is just something that was bestowed on me, Something weird which i do not understand, No matter how much or how long it takes, This is something i simply can't comprehend. It is just a feeling without explanation, a feeling with no elucidation, It might simply be my intuition, Or just merely my illusion.