One More Drink

I cannot stop missing you I sit here night after night with the wine glass in hand the bottle half gone every day it takes a little more just to ease the nauseating pain your gone that is my reality there is nothing that I can say nothing that I can do your simply gone I hear the rumors every now and again and silently hope they are just that rumors I dont think that I can handle any more blunt reality time has passed, they say time will heal all wounds yet I still hurt I hurt as much today as I did then I try to find ways just to cope with the pain I lose myself I get lost in the wine drunk with pain and sorrow friends have told me to let you go easier said then done I try to put on a great show cant let them see how damaged I really am so I smile and go through the motions of day to day life but when it is me and only me I let the tears fall like rain and wait for the wine to take away the pain