In a moment of peace,
I wondered, I hoped the pain will cease
Drowning in confusion, I sought comprehension
Is it a Reality or an illusion?
As a virulent cancer, the past gnawed me ruthlessly
I think back on the days of purity & sincerity.
With anguish, I doubt every word, every touch, every glance…
Now, I wander through the days and nights as if in a trance…
For a moment of peace & truth, I crave
Regardless of the pain, I forgot and forgave…
Again, my mind agrees & my heart denies.
Forever, I will remain in this chaos of lies
The difference is now I’m aware of the mask within
Oh Universe, let the pretensions begin…