Moments

In a moment of peace, I wondered, I hoped the pain will cease Drowning in confusion, I sought comprehension Is it a Reality or an illusion? As a virulent cancer, the past gnawed me ruthlessly I think back on the days of purity & sincerity. With anguish, I doubt every word, every touch, every glance… Now, I wander through the days and nights as if in a trance… For a moment of peace & truth, I crave Regardless of the pain, I forgot and forgave… Again, my mind agrees & my heart denies. Forever, I will remain in this chaos of lies The difference is now I’m aware of the mask within Oh Universe, let the pretensions begin…