Just Someone To Hold

Someone to hold, is that not really your true desire seeing the title of this poem, you came to inquire subconsciously you need to have, an outlet to deal emptiness confines you, refusing to accept it's real Closing your eyes, and trying to do your very best hoping to get a handle, on the level of your stress but your attempts fail, forcing you to admit defeat loneliness and depression, pounding your heartbeat You speak with your friend, in whom you trust seeing you're desperate, she's coming she must a half hour passes, standing now by your side crying to her your woes, with nothing to hide Your chance for true love, how you felt it so close naivety and desperation, you took a double dose now he is gone, these days seem to pass as years a heart so crushed, yielding her flow of wet tears What you are left with, a pain so endlessly deep there is no escape, but counting sheep in your sleep while you paid a price that was ever so steep realizing your only friend is the hope you keep Tomorrow will yet burn with a special, warm light new hope will bring with it a chance to make right happiness will yet reign, banning sadness out of sight that someone special, forever to hold you tight A loving look, accompanying that warm embrace a way into his heart, finally finding your true place bound with a oneness that only loving hearts could feel no longer asking, because you know, you just know it's real