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Im So Special :-(

you say you threaten me
because you cant live without me
you say you hit me
to show me how much..
you really love me
you say its not rape
because were in a relationship
but from where i'm standing..
this was never the kind of love
i was looking for
the way you give love..
doesn't feel good.. it scares me
you make me wanna kill myself
and take my chances in hell
my bruises don't affect you
only the words 'i'm leaving'..
push a button in your emotions
you can live life..
doing whatever..
and whomever you choose
me on the other hand..
stay bonded and shackled by you
you've had many girls..
and plenty of relationships
so why me...
why did you pick me to love
how did i get so special.



Copyright ©2008 Myishia Williams

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Betty Sigler Date: 1/4/2009 7:14:00 PM i have been there before and it's not LOVE and you no that as well as i do.i was told the samething.I finally left after he shot me. so try and get the nerve to leive.AND DO NOT LET HIM NO cause he will put his hands on you I hope you like your self .I will pray for you There are men out there that will treat you like a lady,like you shoud be treated Beleave me as long as you stay it will never end. Once anyone ever puts there hands on you beleave me they WILL DO IT AGAIN Login to Reply

Lawrence Ingle Date: 12/24/2008 12:12:00 AM Hey special lady..I love the way your emotions flow so well..you have a way of expressing yourself very well..You may want to stock up on epsom salt from the drugstore honey if you need to keep those bruises hidden from others, put it in your bath water as warm as you can stand it...it will also take the pain out of bruises..I hope things get better for you in the near future...I'll be praying that you find a special someone else that isn't mean..Lawrence in Lou. Login to Reply