I Wish I Wish

I look at families I look at how happy they are knowing that they are not perfect I look at my life and wonder why my mom and dad would not want me Yes they were only 16 and could not raise a child on there own Yes I did have a black hole in my heart which meant that I would need more help then other babies Many peope would have helped them but they did not so I am in this world In a new home each year In a new creppy house where the males hit on me or are just your avrage drunks who can some how over pass the test even though thry are totally abusive towards you These things I wish would not have happened to me Life is life and there is nothing you can do about it even though you wish you could