Combat Zone

I am fed up And I am scared I don’t understand this at all I don’t deserve this, and it isn’t fair Why is this happening to me? Why can I not find the answers I am looking for? Just when I think things can not get any worse The next ones comes along and it is worse than the one before Medication works on certain days Then it’s like I am on my own Everyday and night It’s like my body is in a combat zone Sometimes they are barely noticeable Other times, I am almost thrown to the floor I do not remember getting drafted But I am diffidently fighting a war