Memories of the Heart

It's midnight but still i am awake ideas in my mind coming round and round my heart's pounding soundly while staring through the dark i'm deaf with the silent of the night, watching the clock as it strikes the 12 o'clock. Still my eyes are open walking to and fro waiting for the man, waiting for you to arrive. it's been a year but the memory still there we're not meant with each other, that's what you said bade goodbye and walk away. I couldn't imagine these things could happen we're happy together making promises with each other our future was molded, so perfect, so beautiful walking hand and hand for tomorrow's dream, full of love, with hearts beating as one. I remember the past when we're still together can't help the tears from falling when past flashed back. the life so simple with you by my side i'm free and i can fly and reach the top of the sky so wonderful, without hatred and loneliness. Can't figure out why all of this are gone why don't you tell me if i had done wrong why just leave without talking with me did you treasured the time we had or leave it away just what you did to me? But those times are gone and just memories now i am here left out feeling melancholy. i'm feelin' sleepy now, my eyes are droopy this is the last time i gonna cry, i'm tired. my mind are blank, my heart is numb. tomorrow is my new day, i will sleep for now.