Dealing With the Poetry In Me

i woke up real early this sunday morning why! i dont have to go to work but by laying there i couldnt keep ignoring the fact that my head really hurts so i had to get up out of bed for this was something that i could not fight there is so much stuff going on in my head that drives me to the need to just write this has gone on since childhood which always lead me to believe that i was curse even the things that i never under stood i was forced to wirte down verse by verse so is this what i've been looking for is this truly why i was born after all my life searching for so much more am i destine to be writing poems trust me i've tryed almost everything else and none of that ever brought me any fame so i wonder if just by expressing myself will people even remember my name but it really does'nt matter about all of that because now i finally see that ive been overlooking the simple fact that poetery lives in me