Force
Force.
Two,
They are two
Heavy and strong
On my top.
Their hands covering my mouth
I can't even
Scream, STOP.
Numb,
My body
Is numb.
Legs,
Shaking.
Shaking because of
The Unpleasant orgasm.
The abdomen is paining,
I feel the spasm.
I've lost power.
I am defunct.
Enervated.
And, helpless.
Lying,
One is still,
On top,
Pushing.
He's heavy and strong.
My eyes, frozen.
I look at the fan,
I feel nothing
I feel dead,
Still numb.
They see me,
They grab my face,
Violently
I don't try to steal the gaze.
I don't move
I don't cry
For
The miseries,
The Woes
I feel nothing
Not even my Palms
My toes
Cigarette
One smokes
A cigarette.
Burns me,
On my breast.
But, it hurts less.
Less than the
Burns they
Are giving me
On my core,
And, My crest.
He's done.
He enjoys his triumph
He takes a knife,
And cuts my wrists
It's bleeding,
He again, sucks my tits
Smile,
He smiles
I can not forget,
that evil curved smile
They left,
They closed my file.
My legs, still spread,
My eyes, widen, in fear.
I touch my face,I Feel no pain,
Death is near.
Locked,
Locked
are the intended eyes.
Coiled are the hair
And flicks.
Smudged is the mascara
With tears
And, the heart,
Heart is left with
The patches of fear.
The red lipstik,
I was happy to wear,
Has fused with the
Blood on face,
The same lipstik,
Now feels to me,
The biggest disgrace.
Broken.
Broken is something,
Inside me.
but What?
A lady?
A daughter,
Or an innocent soul?
Is it because of
My human role?
ICU,
I am lying,
With a million tubes and syringes
Only a few breathes left,
And i'll be out of all fringes.
Felony,
They say it's my felony.
They smash me
With a thousand calumnies.
They,
The neighbors,
The unknown.
The inhuman souls.
Why couldn't i feel the misogyny?
Coming home at
Ten in night,
They ask,
Was i out of my mind?
Was i?
When i didn't run
When i saw the red blooded eyes.
When i opened the wardrobe
And chose my Black
Bodycon?
I could have done something
I could have won.
My eyes, are closing,
I see the dark
Calling me forever.
I wish i don't get raped
Out there.
I wish there's some humanity left
And there's no one there
Who stares
~Apoorva
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