Emotionally Disturbed
In the depths of my mind, a tempest brews,
A relentless battle, emotions confused.
Caught in the whirlwind of inner strife,
I grapple with demons that threaten my life.
Each day is a struggle, a war within,
As I fight against darkness, longing to win.
But the shadows persist, haunting my soul,
As I navigate pathways, trying to feel whole.
Emotionally disturbed, my mind in disarray,
I search for the light to lead me astray.
But the darkness looms large, a formidable foe,
As I tread through the darkness, feeling alone.
In the silence of night, when demons awake,
I tremble in fear, my resolve starts to shake.
The whispers grow louder, echoing doubt,
As I battle the demons that lurk all about.
Anxiety grips me in its merciless hold,
As I struggle to breathe, my story untold.
Each breath a reminder of battles yet fought,
As I cling to the hope that redemption is sought.
Depression's embrace, a suffocating weight,
Dragging me down, sealing my fate.
But I refuse to surrender, to succumb to despair,
As I fight for my sanity, gasping for air.
The scars on my soul, a testament to pain,
A reminder of battles fought in vain.
But still, I press on, refusing to yield,
To the darkness that threatens to consume my shield.
In moments of weakness, I reach out for aid,
To friends and to loved ones, unafraid.
For in their embrace, I find strength anew,
As they help me weather the stormy blue.
Therapy and medication, tools in my fight,
As I navigate the darkness, seeking the light.
Each step forward, a triumph of will,
As I battle my demons, determined to heal.
But the journey is long, with no end in sight,
As I grapple with demons, both day and night.
Yet still, I press on, with courage untold,
As I battle my mind, and reclaim my soul.
For I am a warrior, resilient and strong,
And though the battle rages, I will not be long.
For one day, I know, the darkness will fade,
And I'll emerge victorious, unafraid.
So I'll keep fighting, with all that I am,
Until the darkness surrenders to the light's gentle hand.
For I am a warrior, and this is my plea,
To never give up, until I am free.
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Amanda Payne
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