Polarity
I love you so much, that
you can only disgust me now
All your flaws and red flags spark
crimson, like a seductive rose.
Gross and yet longing for your
body to seek for every blemish there
To point, prod and pinch deeper
with a gentle lover’s touch.
I loathe the time spent together
but weep miseries when we part
Knowing months will pass
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Categories:
angsty, angst, confusion, hurt, i
Form: Free verse
Angsty Teens
I would write in a diary.
And leave it open on the counter, for attention.
All that would happen, is coffee spilling all over it.
Destroying my thoughts and fears that I had wasted time writing down.
And my mom yelling about how I’m always making a mess, and I’m such a mess…
I learned not to spend too much
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Categories:
angsty, age, angst,
Form: Free verse
Finality
Closer to the edge I walk
Closer to my mind I reach
Everything that has been foggy
Clears up In a blinding screech.
Am I worth something?
Will I be worth anything?
Why am I alive?
Why do I breathe?
I toe the line of the edge,
Insanity and exhaustion
taking me,
down and down
No help to reach.
Apathy has taken me in its clutches
Sleep has
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Categories:
angsty, angst, dance, dark, death,
Form: Free verse
You Can Fool the Whole World, But Your Eyes, They Never Lie To Me
these feelings
they make me feel distant from all that I am
I don't want love, I just want to care
These feelings, I wish they could be gone forever
I wish I could just get myself back together
As I lie there, falling down,
I ask myself
Can I ever even care?
As I'm breaking apart,
I ask myself
Do I even care?
I
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Categories:
angsty, angst, art, conflict, depression,
Form: I do not know?
Angsty Nonsense
Awoken by my internal clock,
the ground is cold and sticky.
Head is pounding,
body is dirty,
why did I sleep here?
Arch my back up slightly off the wooden floor,
shards of brown glass pop off my grey hoodie.
Better get a grip before this gets worse.
My eyes crack open.
It takes longer for the room to
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Categories:
angsty, addiction, angst, anxiety, depression,
Form: I do not know?
Angsty Stargazing
stellar companion
sparkles icily
a narcissistic twinkle
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Categories:
angsty, angst, night, star,
Form: Haiku