You Were Right

You’re right… the version of you in my head is so much better than realities you. Wish I could jump into your body and see me from your point of view. Genuine love….. for when I look at you it is as if I have eaten every butterfly;for this sensation is too sureal. Oh when I look at your eyes so paradisiacal yet filled with despair; longing for a lonely soul to come along and help you heal. You’re right….maybe I try to hard but I want you to be mine Although you want nothing to do with me I think of you all the time. But instead I don’t; I think of the you from my mind. not the one who isolates themself and walks past me as if they’re blind. I think of the person who likes me and reminds me that they do. The one who hugs me and constantly say “I love you” But that isn’t you and you’re not them. For i had let my idiotic delusion get the best of me. But now I am set free; as I come to this realization and the tears fall from my eyes I give you thanks for helping me realize , for allowing me to pursue you even though nothing was requited Even if I had tried and begged for you day after day there's no way that we could hide it.For to you I was a diptera who bothered you daily. But to me you were my savior from the outside world, Although my Maladaptive daydreams may have get the best of me , the truth is i'm just an “crazy” girl; who thinks the world of you, but only unrequited love is returned. which sadly just tells me that your love was something that i never earned. I write the truth not out of spite, but to simply state that you were right.