What You Left Me With 'Why'

Oh how I feel you have got me and feel like giving up You have ripped me apart crushed my pure heart Somehow I never won you always managed a cover-up You both destroyed me in a cruel horrible way My grandparents saw that I could never ever stay I am now being punished ripped from the inside out Now I’m empty trying to keep going with only a shout Who is listening to my cry’s of help, my life in doubt I don’t want the hurt no more the pain is to much I am struggling to get up without a helpful crutch The flame in me is getting almost extinguished All the love that’s left has totally relinquished I carry many pains like the wind carries leaves It’s torture to my heart that constantly greaves You hurt me so very bad and both never cared I never had the courage to ask why, I never dared Oh why do I keep going, being tortured this way These horrible thoughts with me every night & day The struggle gets tougher as each day passes by I keep asking God this question Why, Why, Why.