Wallpapered, Soloed Nudity

today i saw the ghost of wanting and in his finest linens, he did dress he was made-up of may past-up, could of have been lovers that would like to have had been Perhaps, maybe, surly possibly... and in this ghost of greener grasses i have found no Peace because in the wanting of a thing or person self will lie so in this lie i twisted the truth and new (knew) love was not there for the doe (female of various mammals) of me so i will walk the halls of wallpapered, soloed nudity alone and yet not the lonely soul of me, will be accompanied by you never, to be moved with the passion of true that with (which) of nature that wants natural Sexual emotion siring (singing )under the waters of wheres and wants only to mix up unwanted thoughts no there be no shame only understanding that what will be will be and wanting will not make it so...