Used As An Experiment

Used As an Experiment THE SILENCE IS BREAKING MEEEE….CAN’T YOU SEE? V.1: Strong AS STEEL, wrapped up with silver, heartfelt ribbons Give it to me – the rope of hope You smoked me out like a cigarette… Used like I’m an experiment…I mope…I mope… I’ve been ruined a thousand times Yet, I stayed strong – I never cried a tear (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (chorus) What am I supposed to do? Your hate internalized in me… Don’t ask me to change – I sift out every single lie Because I won’t stop believing in the Lord Most High I burned in the dense flames, I churned…in the ocean of blames… Remorse, calling me names V.2: I bleed…you were my disease once upon a time Visiting rehab in my head… Addicted to you like a drug… Abused and moved by you…. I don’t care about me anymore… Disaster unfolds, trapped in your scorching RIBCAGE… Restoring rage….you called me hideous names behind your breath I’m like an absurd bird, longing to fly out of her cage Now, I get you…I get your motives of abandoning me…. You neglected me…you stubborn, attention-seeker You never listened to my acknowledging complements (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (chorus) What am I supposed to do? Your hate internalized in me… Don’t ask me to change – I sift out every single lie Because I won’t stop believing in the Lord Most High I burned in the dense flames, I churned…in the ocean of blames… Remorse, calling me names V.3: You ditched me with heartless selfishness in your heart – you’re a devil! Your lips soaked up the poison in your heart…it cements Deep inside of you…deep down inside… Wait for me, so I can keep up with you… I don’t care about me anymore… Disaster unfolds, trapped in your RIBCAGE… Restoring rage….burning wild like wild sage… I’m like an absurd bird, longing to fly out of his cage Don’t discard me – give your heart a break Don’t hurt me – for Mount Heaven’s sake! (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (chorus) What am I supposed to do? Your hate internalized in me… Don’t ask me to change – I sift out every single lie Because I won’t stop believing in the Lord Most High I burned in the dense flames, I churned…in the ocean of blames… Remorse, calling me names V.4: Loving you ain’t easy, that’s for shore…we never were a fine pair (you only lived for your own satisfactions) Blameworthy – I seem to be these days Get up from the ground and think better about your actions (For all I’ve stood for, you were never appreciative…I swam lonely in the pool of misery and despair) Next time, leave the front door… I’ve been wandering in the maze of bewilderment Find your own way out of my labyrinth of lament Dare to wonder where I’ve been? In the cave of sin…caved in by sin… Getting devoured in the lion’s den… (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (chorus) What am I supposed to do? Your hate internalized in me… Don’t ask me to change – I sift out every single lie Because I won’t stop believing in the Lord Most High I burned in the dense flames, I churned…in the ocean of blames… Remorse, calling me names V.5: I don’t care anymore… Disaster unfolds, trapped in your RIBCAGE… Restoring rage…burning bright like a star with a tattooed scar It feels so wrong to be in the dark, so far…so far… Away from your charms…your warm, cuddly arms… So far, I’ve been digging deep in your soul… Anxiety banging at my skull…skull… In my mind and heart again Forget and forgive Feed the flames of uncertainty You don’t deserve to die or live Where shall I flee? Free me… (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (pre-chorus) You’re getting by – I’ll let you through and go ahead and commit your crimes! I have no fear in my young heart…I don’t bottle up fear And I ain’t gonna shed a tear for you I’ll keep searching for the light with or without you (chorus) What am I supposed to do? Your hate internalized in me… Don’t ask me to change – I sift out every single lie Because I won’t stop believing in the Lord Most High I burned in the dense flames, I churned…in the ocean of blames… Remorse, calling me names V.6: Yet, I stayed strong – I never cried a tear I’ve been ruined a thousand times Used like I’m an experiment…I mope…I mope… You smoked me out like a cigarette… Give it to me – the rope of hope On my own, feeling like I don’t belong – wrapped up with blue, heartless ribbons THE DISTRESS ABYSS IS SUCKING ME UP – RELEASE MEEEEE….