TRYING TO LIVE
Only if I were a special person, I would have love ones that would heal my heart
I'm just a loner walking through life, and it's tearing me apart
Settling down looking at everybody live
I'm all by myself, no love, trying to get healed
My mental is going astray, it be leaving me crazy
Being alone with no one to talk to while my body is aching
You want to cry, but the physical mind makes the tears blocked
So you just keep thinking to yourself, when will this stop
The medication is fluctuating with your inner thoughts
I know suicide is not the answer, but it's riding the clock
So as I sit here trying not to give up, but life is getting so hard
This pain is eating me up from the outside, and it being absorbed
So can somebody come and let me know if this is the way
Because the life I live right now, i'm just trying to make it to another day
Copyright © Melvin Johnson | Year Posted 2025
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