One Lonely Hearts Final Cry

I will always love you, cant let you know what Im feeling inside. But I do love you. My heart never lies. How does this add up, Why cant you love me no more, Dont you love me anymore? Where is that feeling called Love, Why is it that love always opens you up so wide, then leaves your soul open to the preying wolves lurking out there in the cold, It cuts you deep. Chills you to the bone but at the same embraces you in a sense of security and love, Kills you from within, quitens your will soul fire, Switches off the light and leaves you in the dark, Poor cowering little boy lost in his sleeping dream, Knowing that if he wiped the sleep from his eyes everything might disappear, The one he loved disappear like the morning dew, He'd be left behind alone..... no one to talk to. Regreting every dose of reality, each morning Wishing he could turn back time and make the daydream last, Make the eternity last for a second longer, Add some detail to the fantasy he dreamt up Each night he'd cry himself to sleep, His mind a constant conference for his fears, I dont want to let go just yet, There's so much that I've gotta get off my chest To many words left unspoken of.. Please dont disappear I need you I need you Cant you hear my hearts breaking cry Doesnt your heart strum to any sound anymore, I dont want you.... me .... us to depart like this Wheres the final kiss, I guess fairytales arent meant to be compared to reality Not a second or minute of recogniton within those eyes.... Not even a teardrop of despair It clearly doesnt tear you up inside like it does me. Has your heart burned to coal, has the sparks upped and vapourized into the roaring hurrricane of our lives, Or have you decided not to care anymore? Where's this all coming from, im seeing a different shadow to the person I knew. Have you always been this dishonest or have the truths just gatherd some dust? In my silence I find myself expecting some sense of purpose, some sense of normalacy, But all I got was direction to the edge of my sanity, Direct path to a place of least resistence, My only escape was death. My only escape is..... Death, to put a part of me, something that would never beat again, out of its misery. Geniuskin #RightWhereTheHeartIs