Obsession

Lying on my bed I could feel my heart beating I don't really know how to describe this feeling Lying to my dad I could feel the pain within Every emotion is telling me to voice out But it's like a tape being used to seal my lips shut Tears fill my eyes My lower eyelid serving as a reservoir now getting full Filled up with the pain, sorrow Oh it can't hold on till tomorrow My heart has been burrowed She leaves and enters through the hole she's created Enhancing its patency, preventing me from healing, from closing up the hole she's created Yet I don't remember taking a pros E infusion See I can't breathe I can't breathe That's all I could say Cos it's like she's casted a tet spell on me So anytime she strikes I'm forced to crawl Humble myself to gain some comfort Oh remind me When did I ever diss comfort Oh mind me Why am I having dis-comfort I thought I could find solace But I guess not from this comfort Its killing me Its draining me Its drawing every bit of life from my soul But lying on my bed I could only think of her Every girl knows that my heart is for her To me I can tell there's a mutual feeling But sometimes it's like an unanswered friend request from fb Maybe I love her Maybe she loves me but cannot show it I know But lying on my bed She sees me as a total stranger Yet I care for her like Christ in a manger I seek for love and a great future But in her eyes is the sign of danger So lying on my bed I cry, I weep This obsession is killing me My heart is torn My life is ruined Who can see the pain I'm going through See through my eyes, no lies Now lice and mice have taken over my heart And she look at me and say it stinks I can't even put on disguise Yet lying on my bed I find it hard to forget her Cos I love her