Not Their

You were not their for me the days I cried and could not see when there was struggle and heart ache when people talked down on me, spit in my face when i thought no one believed when i thought i could not achieve when family cared no more when i got stuck in that dark room with locked doors when saling drugs came into my life the day I meesed up having a good wife you was not their the day my mind body and soul grew sick i looked upon you for a quik fix then when i knew i had no more i got on my knees and prayed and the locks fell from those doors you where their the whole time i just did not call on you thats why i wrote this message so who ever reads it will believe in you like i do