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I truly never felt I had a name at all until I escaped a small home town where unthinking people always considered us one person. 

Identical twins. Never having a name. Referred to as the Tone Twins. Hey, Twins! Twinsie. Assumed to be one person for the first eighteen years. Until one could get away, leaving fast, chased by the other. Twin A is independent, likes being alone, seeks solitude. Her identical-looking sister draws a crowd, likes attention. Twin A is a creator, forming poems, cartoons, and artistic works. Her identical-looking sister believes these outliers are nonsense. Twin A is a reader, especially likes non-fiction, biographies, and history. Her identical-looking sister has not picked up a book for fifty-years. Twin A has sought her own identity her entire life, distancing herself. Twin B, still wants to dress alike, thank you very much, still seeking attention. Twin A is steadily reminding herself she has escaped, she can stop running now. Twin B is begging her to come to her church and wear identical outfits; but Twin A loathes church. Twin A enjoys her flowers, her vegetables, and her life. As does Twin B, who continues to hope they are exactly alike.

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Date: 4/30/2019 5:41:00 AM
Twin- naturally lives in extra advantage and disadvantage!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/30/2019 6:05:00 AM
It is weird how many people say they always wanted to be a twin. Do I run around saying "I always wanted to be a single?"
Date: 4/29/2019 4:37:00 AM
I have many twins but none are identical. People are always telling me I look like someone..lol six siblings but no twins. Enjoyed this write, Caren.
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/29/2019 5:28:00 AM
Thank you Charles. I know this feeling well.
Date: 4/28/2019 6:32:00 PM
Enjoyed your write, Caren! I’ve probably said this before but BOTH my parents are identical twins. My mom’s twin passed away almost two years ago. Perhaps you can go to church with a bag over your head or a veil ;)
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/29/2019 2:25:00 AM
I do not but thanks for the sentiment. Ha! I have distanced myself so far away from the twin-thing that people are amazed when I speak of it.
Date: 4/28/2019 4:19:00 PM
It seems to me my world has mostly twin women the opposite of me. I have adopted soul sisters I can relate, to. I knew you had a twin. I had zero siblings. PR
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/29/2019 2:25:00 AM
Zero siblings. I cannot imagine that world or fathom it in any way.
Date: 4/28/2019 2:57:00 PM
i am so glad you escaped, twin A! it's hard to imagine anyone quite like you, caren (and i mean that in the most complimentary way!)...
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/28/2019 4:12:00 PM
I am so happy to say you figured out quite suddenly which twin I am. Ha! So take that Twin B.
Date: 4/28/2019 10:04:00 AM
Caren, I didn't know you too were an identical twin. I can totally relate to being so completely different than my twin. When we were seven we begged to stop dressing the same, to regain our own identity. We had different kinds of friends and were not close like some twins because we are so opposite. Most people don't understand that so we would get identical gifts etc. I moved far away and we look very different now, tho we still sound alike. I liked this poem very much. : ) xxoo
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 4/28/2019 4:13:00 PM
I know you did, Connie. I have written so many silly identical twin poems, that I am rather tired of them, and have separated them from my new "real me" self.

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