My Pain

The pain is becoming to much to bare
It's ripping my heart to pieces
The memories wont stop coming
Bringing the un-stoppable rain of tears
The one thing I've never wonted
Is the memory of them all to hit me at once
I just wont it all to stop, to just die
Before they make me go insane with hurt
I sit here and just scream my heart out
And it only makes me feel worse
The ones I loved and hurt so badly
Are now killing me slowly and painfully with their memories
These tears burn as they fall off my cheek
For their filled with so much hate and hurt
My heart is beating so fast and uncontrollably
My breathing is speeding up and coming fast
It feels like i'm going to die so painfully
But then it recides and comes back twice as hard
I just wish it would die and go away
But it just wont no matter how much i beg
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Heath Avatar
January 11, 2011 at 11:44 AM
yeh but these memories have been going on for a long time. it seems like it's only gettn worse, like their no better comeing
A  Avatar
January 9, 2011 at 6:10 PM
SAD WRITE, IT ALL GOES BAD BEFORE IT GETS BETTER, ENJOYED YOUR WRITE
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