My Pain

The pain is becoming to much to bare It's ripping my heart to pieces The memories wont stop coming Bringing the un-stoppable rain of tears The one thing I've never wonted Is the memory of them all to hit me at once I just wont it all to stop, to just die Before they make me go insane with hurt I sit here and just scream my heart out And it only makes me feel worse The ones I loved and hurt so badly Are now killing me slowly and painfully with their memories These tears burn as they fall off my cheek For their filled with so much hate and hurt My heart is beating so fast and uncontrollably My breathing is speeding up and coming fast It feels like i'm going to die so painfully But then it recides and comes back twice as hard I just wish it would die and go away But it just wont no matter how much i beg